I’m heavy hearted today. I am back to a new Day 1. More than anything, I want to leave Day 1 far, far behind me. Clearly, I need to add more sober tools. I need to become more aware of ‘prelapse’ as Belle calls it from tiredofthinkingaboutdrinking.com
And I have to be willing to reach out for help. I don’t know why I find this so hard. I don’t. But I find it very hard to ask for help. But this sobriety thing is going to require me to do hard things. But drinking the way I have been, that’s much harder.
I’m tired today and just want to move forward from here.